Angry Rant to You
Why? Everytime. I wish I never believed in you. I wish I never came over ,layed in your arms. Escasy, then stupid. So fucking stupid. The car ride home I wanted to cry, scream, shut you up. Get your hands off me, jump out the god damned window. Why now? I ran inside and rinsed the taste of you out. The whole bottle did nothing, it’s still there. Stupid memories of you laying there, us intertwined. So fucking stupid. But I can’t cry, I can’t feel this. Just angry for this mess, for you, and those fucking beautiful eyes. Somehow I need to be with you, but it makes no sence. I hate this whole thing. So fucking stupid.
